Monday, July 2, 2012

Island Inspiration

It's so amazing to come out the other side of 'change'. Most of us fear change and entering the unknown.

I now sit writing this post overlooking the ocean from my Bungalow porch in Koh Phangan. I am on the west side of the island away from the hustle and bustle of young travelers getting their first taste of full moon party. Good for them, this is how we let off steam when we're young, or fall in love with traveling and of course the Kingdom of Thailand. An easy country to travel that continues to bring in tourists from all over in search of fun and of course the sun.

View from my Bungalow, where I sit when I write!


Who knows, perhaps 10 years later they too will choose a life of travel and come back to Koh Phangan and settle here for the reasons I have, in search of something different. Some Island inspiration to get the creative juices flowing, or to live simply and enjoy the simpler things in life that we often do not when we live in a busy city.

I have finally made the much anticipated move from Chiang Mai to Kho Phangan. It was a decision that if I look back was made 3 months ago, but as with most things in life, things take time and when you can see the light in being in both places it is hard to come to that final decision.

The realisation and finally the decision to make the move was that, the question perhaps would not have arisen if it was not innately what I wanted to do. Firstly I had to ask myself if I was running away from something?

I understand the real nature of change, and that is in this life, "change is the only constant". But in this inevitability there is something to be said for change that we create out of discontent or change that is inspired by a new beginning that comes from our highest values.

How to distinguish: The answer is simple. Tune in, and ask your self..."what is it that drives you"? "What gets you out of bed in the morning"?.

Sometimes we get caught in the trap of changing things for the sake of changing things in order to distract ourselves from what really needs to be changed...and what is this? 

a) Sometimes nothing in our external world - perhaps just the way we look at it. We often get so caught up in striving and wanting more that we regrettably do not appreciate what we already have.

b) listening to our true or essential self - if we are constantly changing things to busy or selves up perhaps this is a sign that our true self is not happy with the way things are. We must reconnect with innate wisdom and re-discover our truth, what makes us tick, like I said earlier; find out what gets us out of bed.

Saturday, June 30, 2012

Take Some Space

Sometimes there is nothing like space from people and places to give you greater insight into your truth. 

My time here in Chiang Mai, has been the biggest (third) eye opener ever. It has been more than I could of ever thought possible by way self healing, self nurturing and the cultivating of self awareness. 

But there comes a time in all of this; lets call it 'stuff', that it is to reach a point when you decide to move forward. A time to take the teachings into the heart and apply them.

It has crossed my mind that perhaps I am running away once again from stability and allowing myself to be recongnised for me and my work. But honestly, I don't feel that this is it for me. I'm still in search of what  is, but aren't we all, most of the time. The difference now is that I am able to realise and move on. Is this a good thing? I am not quite sure. 

All I know is, that I am excited about creating space for my self by relocating to an island for inspiration. Hello Koh Phangan!

Sunday, June 24, 2012

Mr Universe

I'm in your hands!


Am I being ignorant to what the universe is telling me right now. Do I need to go home earn real money (AUDees) and then decide? 

If I am the right path the universe would provide, but every day it seems the universe continues to take away from me. I'm not jumping up and down or crying about the discrepancy of financial abundance right now, though the day of darkness 2 days ago along with self destruction would indicate otherwise.

Here is my intention Mr universe

"just so 'we' (you and I) are both clear I am writing my intention and pressing publish so that it can be sent in to material cyberspace and be released from my cerebral cortex". i.e the sheet of neural tissue that is outermost to the cerebrum of the mammalian brain.

I am due to leave Chiang Mai by the end of the week and head to Koh Phangan. When I arrive at this destination I will have 2 weeks to write and complete 2 of my e-books as well as contemplate new ideas and conceptualise. In the middle of the month I have a week long retreat which I very much look forward to and 3 days post retreat I have a flight to meet with my wonderful mother (mumma) in her mother land the Philippines.

But let me explicitly express Dear Mr universe, that I remain totally open to what destiny may bring.

I reiterate: I trust, I accept I surrender completely. 

Happy Sunday.

A link: http://kissesandchaos.com/2011/06/12/trust-the-universe-it-knows-things/