Scrabble

Nothing Like a good game of Scrabble!

Who am I, where do I come from, where am I going, how do I get there? All pretty simple questions yeah... Well depends I guess on who you are, where u came from, where you decided to go and how you got there!

Cryptic? It may be so... But let's face it, are these not the questions of life?  Some people seem to just glide effortlessly through the various stages and make it to home base with out a doubt. Others take the alternate route and discover different paths along the way, turn back for a little and discover another path and again find that it's not for them and then start to searching for a specific path that is better suited to what, based on what they have already found and have or haven't liked. Once you have found something that holds your interest it's like opening a can of worms... If only we were handed a GPS at school, or born with built in navigational chip perhaps this life would be easier...

Easier is none the wiser unfortunately. If we were handed life on a silver platter this existence would be absent. No point, no purpose, no fun!

Today was a little turning point for me in the ashram today. After much resistance and let loose ego, I came to a halt! A standstill!! 

Tears... Only a few, but needed to speak to swami... A monk. Immediately. To ask some questions... I know that no one can give you the answer but it's interesting to hear some likelihoods or another perception especially after one months observation.

I'm not sure where I'm going, I know where I do want to go but I think i have allot of cleaning up to do still. I'm not broken, dirty or in for repairs but I do need a tune up, and possibly an upgrade. This 'old' mentality that I still wear is getting 'ratty' and I need to change it. self defeating behaviors are totally 'old skool' and it's time to own my shit (feelings) and Saying I do when really I don't know the meaning behind these feelings and behaviors is... actually daunting and whole other board game.... What happened to scrabble?