So just wanting to write my first blog via the blogger iphone app. Sitting on a train going to visit my dream lover!! Nah... But I really am :)
Anyways, still feeling great to be in Sydney, but had a moment today where the thought of actually looking for a job seems daunting.
PT - to do the training thing and be based in a gym actually makes me feel a lil ill to the stomach. They all want a one year commitment and Jesus Christ I'm the commit-o-phob from all hell. Nothing like sheer commitment to make a girl question her motives.
Whatever Work - the thought of whatever work actually sounds the most appealing because I can do casual and try and do some PT as well.
So many options but not feeling like i wanna do anything other than train my ass off right now! Literally :-/
I know whats supposed to happen will happen and will happen is supposed to happen but the more i am here the more i wanna do and its just a question of what i want to do.
Fuck me, I'm talking in circles!
Anyways, still feeling great to be in Sydney, but had a moment today where the thought of actually looking for a job seems daunting.
PT - to do the training thing and be based in a gym actually makes me feel a lil ill to the stomach. They all want a one year commitment and Jesus Christ I'm the commit-o-phob from all hell. Nothing like sheer commitment to make a girl question her motives.
Whatever Work - the thought of whatever work actually sounds the most appealing because I can do casual and try and do some PT as well.
So many options but not feeling like i wanna do anything other than train my ass off right now! Literally :-/
I know whats supposed to happen will happen and will happen is supposed to happen but the more i am here the more i wanna do and its just a question of what i want to do.
Fuck me, I'm talking in circles!
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