not sure...

sounds all to familiar especially if you are in my sphere of thoughts..especially recently. ha more than likely you are a derivative. a derivative of the sounds in mind that are incessantly here  to distract me from the truth of what needs to happen; would should or could. it doesnt matter anyways...im still not sure.

i want you, i dont, i love you but not sure, we can do this, no we cant, lets try again oh... we already have and look now... alone again, lost. another stupid argument! i did not get you, you did not get me this is not the way things are supposed to be. I wish could find the seamless connection with each other we both long for!! but ..... it keeps happening and hurts a little more each time. ouch! ...