Done! Friday the 21st OCt, our 2nd day off!! So excited. A group of us went to kanan foods. The only sit in restaurant in virindavan. Veg pizza Indian style. Pretty tasty after rice, dhal, spinach, and other blended foods. Regular Bowel movements have become a some what a distant memory and require laxatives for release. Sorry about the details. But not much else by way of normal life goes on here...
Though am really getting into the course and cherishing every moment. I longed for this so much and not putting my soul in it would only fill me with regret and typical human conditioning of wishing time away or to speed up.
Being in an environment such as this, ie. Embracing the present forces you to actually be still and embrace the feelings of discontent, uncertainty and change. Being witness to yourself and observing how you react, feel and behave when confronted with discipline. For me... Discipline is a mere concept to which I retaliate like a 15 year old. But 17 years on feelings are the same but my ability to recognize has taken much cultivation!
Hahahha just re-read this and am starting to sound like a total hippy. But I'm cool with that...
.... Some of the things that have passed through my brain this week are mostly about where I want to reside. As sydney will always be my home and my heart I feel that I am totally ready for something new, different and challenging (in a good way, like learning a 2nd language would be amazing). A non English speaking country would be preferable but which continent remains the question. Once you leave your bubble and explore the possibilities the world truly become s your oyster.
