Sitting in what appears to be my favorite "get out ashram for two hours" cafe. I need some alone time today. Sticking to this schedule is actually driving me mental. I enjoyed this mornings chant and yoga class but I know me! Alone time is much appreciated. I'm not sure what my thoughts are as there are so many that come up. All I know right now is that after completion of this course I will be free to travel and do the things I want to do and see what I want see. Not to say that I won't and don't appreciate this experience, I do. But when your going through the motions of it it can be a little rough. But I love that I am here and not at home.I'm actually Not missing it a single bit. Thoughts of staying over here are all coming back. If not India, then perhaps the idea of training in Thailand and then heading south to work and live on an island. I'm gonna go for it. It has been in my thoughts for long enough, which makes me think that it's right for me. The only obstacles to overcome is the visa and legal requirements to work. It's been done before so I may as well give it a shot and deal with the obstacles as and when they arise :)
Wow, interesting to even re-read this briefly as I'm posting it. Head space has changed. See next post...
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| Me being extremely attentive during chanting! |
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