Ive got it
bad. Desiring the unobtainable. Well not completely the unobtainable, but a
good mental challenge. She is holding my attention, when ordinarily this is
difficult to do. How do I ignore it when I so clearly want it and thus far the
she has met me half way. The whole relationship thing is obviously the biggest
challenge. Emotionally I want to just switch off and just hang with a friend,
but it is not that easy when you get the signals. She is pure in her thoughts
so I don’t think that she would cheat on her boy friend. But its the 'egoic' part
of me that thinks she wants this just as much.
To be honest
its starting to really do my head in that I am this attracted mentally and physically
to someone again so soon. After one love leaving, having a mini affair with a
close friend and now falling for someone so quickly 20 days before I leave, not
cool.
IF YOU READ THIS, YOU 'SHOULD' KNOW WHO YOU ARE! - tounge poke to you!
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