Charles Dickens said "As the last straw breaks the laden camel's back", meaning that there is a limit to everyone's endurance, or everyone has his breaking point.
If I could say to you what I was really thinking, it would go something like…
Get your shit together. Enough is enough. How much longer are you going to feel sorry for yourself before you let go of what was and acknowledge what is. I will not repeat myself over and over and keep telling you what I think you are, because if you don’t already know your self then no one can tell you. I am a person that cares for you and wants to see you happy, but I can’t make you happy.
Seeing you like this is a little scary for me as I am afraid that I don’t know how to deal with you. I am honest when I say, that I feel that I am not equipped. Energetically this is very draining because I am in a totally different space. I am excited, full of beans ready to set off and pursue my dreams which has taken me some time to get round to.
We all get stuck in a moment and feel that we can’t get out. But part of human nature is our ability to recognise these struggles at different points in time and develop the courage to move towards happiness.
Another thing I have learnt, which maybe stating the obvious is that you cannot seek happiness externally. By this I mean, caring what people think. Acting and behaving in such away in order to achieve an expected out come will almost always return a negative out come. To be internally and therefore eternally happy we must be satisfied with what and who we are, accepting what is rather than expecting what may be. So by reinforcing the negative, you are projecting to the universe that you are not worthy of happiness, therefore your return on investment is negative. If you want a good investment, you have to invest authentic love and energy into ‘you’ and until you do so you will always be gambling in a bear market; unstable, uncertain, minimal returns!
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