When your mind is full is it not inevitable that either we stop the thoughts and sit in stillness or allow the physical response of emotion to spill elsewhere... Hello stomach, Hello heart.
I have made some desicions or taken some actions in the past few weeks that are not in alignment with 'me'. They seem to be the actions or familar feelings of my former self. A self that i did not like because it was not authentic and able to 'feel' i feel as heavy hearted now as i did then.
Am i resorting to old ways, because i am home? Have i not learnt anything? Did i forget my purpose? I feel thrown off my path and the light is dim. No directions, no compass, no voice. Just stillness and emotion overwhelming the space.
Time... Its all we have. We are either living or we are dying. Again, perspecctive is our choice. If we are to live it, does that not mean spend our life the way we want and who we choose or to die... Well then get high, get on it, get fucked up.
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