niente

I had more to write about earlier today, lots in fact and now 'niente' is coming to the surface... Surely something will come up soon. While it does, let me tell you BLOG...All I seem to be doing in brief moments of thought is thinking about YOU and what today's entry is going to be about. I find myself talking aloud to myself, often in public, walking to the station, walking to my classes, driving, cooking and possibly when I'm sleeping.

So this post "niente" has no meaning. I'm just gonna write and see what comes up...

Ahhh here we go...

So many possibilities, options and choices to be made while I am away. Remaining present to whats going on here on a daily basis feels good. I feel that I am present...well most of the time. Sometimes I choose not to be. Why? because sometimes, well, if you knew me really well. I like to dream. Not sci-fi fiction dreaming, just plain ol' dreaming.

I read a quote somewhere once "dreaming is a form of planning"... it sticks in mind. You have to dream if you want to evolve in life. Sure nature can and will take its course and the universe will send you what you need to learn, when you need to learn it. But having a vision is nice, a guided path if you will as opposed to be a rudderless ship, plodding unconsciously without a captain is a recipe for total dissatisfaction in this little beings world.

I like to be open and flexible (not the way your thinking, though I am very flexible and my hips in the last 12 months are phenomenal! 2010 = No Side Splits, 2011 = Side Splits! BOOM!! (No Ego)!) in my approach to life. I adapt well to change, have no expectations of others and am letting go of my own HIGH expectations of me, learning that I am already what I am. Nothing more, nothing less. Its too easy to keep striving, achieving, setting new goals and doing this over and over and again. But its when you realise that you are where your at as part of your own personal evolution that you become more content and more present to the you that is.

So I didnt get to the part about 'possibilities' while traveling. But I will, just not tonight. Maybe tomorrows topic. I have a 6am appointment. yeeeeowch!!