Friend or Foe...
In the end it seems to be your friend, but when I rose this morning it certainly was my foe.
Shitting my pants about the delivery of my first retreat. The desire for perfection leaves me feeling lost, scared and confused.
Though I know what I am doing is what feels right... I still have fear.
My ego is seems to be searching for constant approval from others to reassure 'it' that I am on the right path or something like that.
All I know is I didn't enjoy the feelings today but I made it to the airport nevertheless. So I am locked in!
I slowly move from fear into love...
In the end it seems to be your friend, but when I rose this morning it certainly was my foe.
Shitting my pants about the delivery of my first retreat. The desire for perfection leaves me feeling lost, scared and confused.
Though I know what I am doing is what feels right... I still have fear.
My ego is seems to be searching for constant approval from others to reassure 'it' that I am on the right path or something like that.
All I know is I didn't enjoy the feelings today but I made it to the airport nevertheless. So I am locked in!
I slowly move from fear into love...
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