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I've always considered myself to be a good decision maker. Well, actually that's a lie. A good decision maker, makes decision based on the 'knowing' of what he / she wants and needs based on an inner guidance of intuition and wisdom. So this is perhaps why I 'thought' I was a good decision maker. This week, today, this moment I am far from being a decision maker as I feel totally null and void to my intuition and higher purpose.
Whilst I know that the higher purpose of my human existence is to be free from the conditioning and restraints of the mind in order to serve others, now and in the next life. Today, It seems I am of service to my ego and conditioning and all I have is this blog to find some inner and peace and clarity and be the observer.
Thus far, it does not matter what decision I make, they all seem to be out of necessity rather than from desire. Or wait. Holy Shit! Desire according to Buddhist philosophy is the cause of suffering. Shit! is this key...if we don't 'need' anything, besides our basic physiological needs then in this moment, I am o.k.
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