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3 days, and nothing is feeling better!!!...WTF
"Come on essential self, speak up". I cannot hear you over all of this destructive behaviour. Croissants is not what you really want, nor a pack of cigarettes a day, or no exercise or no sleeping pills. It cannot be. This is simply ridiculous behaviour. Do you want to stay in your little hermit hole? What the fuck is it that you want??? Silence? Stillness? More writing? Endless Inner Turbulance? Please communicate with me!!!. You are feeling like a terrible lover incapable of expressing what it is they need or want. Feeling sorry for yourself, playing victim and all these mind games, this is the behaviour of not even a child.
If being alone and being still is what you need, then you can have it. I am physically drained of all feelings right now, so do what you need. I will be gentle and maintain patience.
"Liz, be o.k with these feeling right now darling. This is no time to make decisions or take action. You know that in this darkness, clarity will come. Retaliation and anger will only make it harder and more painful. Listen to how you feel. If you feel that being depressed, alone and quiet is what you need. Then be with that. It is perfectly fine".
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