Simply Simplify

I have terrible internet service at my new place...so I wrote this on the 17.08.11

If it were only that easy. To remove the shit in your life you don’t like, that does your head in, that drains you on energy, that limits the amount of creative energy you offer to the world. Doing the stuff you don’t like is supposed to make you stronger, the character building of a more refined human being that presents to the world as a person of knowledge, experience, grey hair and wisdom.

In a nutshell, I find all the stuff that we don’t enjoy doing a waste of, time, energy, brain power and passion. So anything I don’t enjoy doing appears to others as intolerant, recalcitrant, defiant and ignorant. But like I said, bullshit! Why should one spend their time doing what they don’t enjoy doing. For a purpose, yeah maybe we can let that slide, but for the long haul…if your not happy, change it!

Come to think of it, maybe this is the force of my personality to be reckoned with! Yep…the “change” lover! Not coins…but situational change!... I speak sarcastically, because my viewpoint is subjective to the situation that I am in now…but the reason I speak of this, and even call this post ‘simplify’ is because life is simple! It is us who makes it complex, challenging and confusing…(ahhh ‘C’ words, I love you!)…sometimes I forget to step back and have a look at the picture, the vision, the mental image that I am working toward 'wholistically'. 

Here is a ramble that will probably not make allot of sense...
Yep!! Love Life; none, nada, niente, attracted to unobtainable situations. Personal Training; My clients, love them, great fun, best part of my week, good hourly rate, Part Time Pub Job, long hours, tired, though not stressful, fun people to work with, meet customers, helps my finances...exhale...Now that I have sorted various things out, debt reduction, planned my travels and remained focused worked long hours all around the clock, squeezing in catch ups with friends, good friends, one really close friend that I hold dear to my heart and even made time for my self, yoga and sand running...exhale... I can also be a bit of a loner really, must have my time and lots of it, it revitalises my inner world, there is no one worthy or ready to accept me just yet.  Family; great individuals, love me unconditionally, but as parents all things considering, I think they did a great job raising me, I say this with acceptance now, because if they were the perfect parents that I want them to be then Liz Smiz would be a totally different human being. What else, general drama… we all need a little drama, it keeps life interesting…but I have had so much drama in the past 4 years that I could write a TV- mini series!...inhale...