'change' the light bulbs...

2011 you never cease to amaze me! 

I am longing change, adventure, freedom, inspiration, stimulation, uncertainty. The routine that becomes life, becomes a life of routine. Mundane and certain! My two least favourite words. I know the meaning of these 2 words can and will change, but right now, 31 years and 10 months, my life is about exploring creativity and self expression through true freedom. Being caught in the mundane makes me feel trapped, suffocated, uninspired, depressed and frustrated.

I had a numerology report read for me in 2009 whilst doing my last cleansing fast in Koh Samui. Basically the chart determines different aspects of your life based on your name and your date of birth. I know it sounds fluffy, but when your at wits end and want to know if you are on the right path it is a good point of reference to go back to and check in. I like this report allot, not because it says only good things but it also mentions weakness, significant points of turbulence and turmoil at various points in your life. Most, if not all of the reading resonates with me so I go with it. This is what came up in the reading for my Expression 23/5. 


Your Expression number reveals your physical and mental constitution, the orientation or goal of your life.  Some numerologists refer to this number as the destiny, because it represents a lifelong target at which you are aiming.  You work at fulfilling this potential every day of your life.  Thus, the Expression number reveals your inner goal, the person you aim to be.  

Liz, you are a free spirit.  You love change, adventure, and excitement.  You
love your freedom.  Like a bird that needs its wings to live, you cannot exist
without it. Freedom is the nucleus around which your life revolves.  You need it
for your very survival.  By using freedom properly, you are able to explore and
develop all of your varied talents.  You will meet many types of people and travel
great distances.  Freedom is the atmosphere necessary for you to bring forth
your many talents.

I find this fascinating and amazing! It excites me! Its exactly what I feel is happening. The huge challenge for me right now, before I can pursue any of that is to stay still, focused and clear. Previous lessons (debt) before moving on and having the real freedom I so utterly crave!

While the journey ahead is clear, yet uncertain where the path will lead me, who I will meet, where that will lead me. Knowing this about myself has been another light bulb moment of 2011.

Most people freak out at the thought of change and instability but I crave it, I need it, I want it.

Another light bulb that turned on this year is the realisation that I am in the acquiring, learning and experiencing phase of my path. That is having found the purpose of why I was put on this earth I now know what it takes and what I need to do in order to continually move toward this vision. Keeping an open mind of course, though I do find though that everything I am interested in is related and adds value, knowledge, experience, creativity and wisdom to what it is I do. WoWie WoW!!

I love this quote:

You were born original. Don't die a copy ~ John Mason