.neutral.

I've become quite fond of words in the past 12 months or so. I'm not sure if it has something to do with 'words with friends' on the iPhone or the new one I love, 'hanging with friends' :) or the fact that I have been writing more and more. Getting "STUFF" (because that's all it is) out of my head.

I have allot to write about today. So my fingers are gonna have to keep up...

Anyways, today's word became "neutral, not because I am in different, not because I am angry or happy, lazy or energetic...the best way that I can describe how I am using the term neutral is; passion (for love and life) and rage (for frustration and anticipation). I'm not too keen on the 'rage' side of it. But it feels offset by the 'passionate' side of it. Strange? yes!...

Neutral does not mean balance. Nothing is perfect or equilibrium, well for very long anyway. Neutral feels like idle. Forward nor backward, left nor right. Just smack bang in limbo which reminds me of the colour grey. Somewhere between black and white. That's bullshit! Neutral just feels like a more positive term to describe all of this craziness. Anyways...enough of neutral. I dont want to spend very long here.